It is 4:31am despite what the time stamp says, and I am wide awake. I have to go to a work meeting in 2.5 hours, so I'd really like to fall asleep, but my brain is a rock tumbler tonight for some reason. Nothing really happened today that should've put me in a contemplative mood, but alas, my brain befuddles me again. Things I've thought about:
1. I've never been a best man in a wedding and am less than even money to be one. The reason that bums me out is that I think I could give a killer toast.
2. I've sort of been a shitty friend to most of my friends lately. I've been high maintenance but haven't given back.
3. I've never been in a fight.
4. I'm jealous of my married friends. Not for being married, but for just being crazy in love with someone.
5. I need a fucking job.
6. There are people who would never kill anybody no matter what (I watched a movie before I tried to fall asleep, I don't normally think about killing).
7. I need to get in shape.
8. I need to go see the dentist.
9. I sort of want to move to Omaha. Like 55% move, 45% stay. I somehow think it would be better for me, but I can't really justify it.
10. I don't understand how I will be reading or watching TV and am unable to keep my eyelids open, but when I turn everything off and lay down it's like I drank No-Doz.
11. I have to pee but the fan makes it deliciously cold and I'm so warm under my comforter.
This didn't help, I'm still not tired. Oh well, I guess I'll catch a nap between the meeting and my actual shift. Today is going to suck because all I'm going to want to do all day is go to bed.
3 comments:
I love a list. It is nice.
I have not been in a fight, either. We should fight. It will be like Fight Club. You can be Tyler, if you want, because Brad Pitt is pretty much the man...second only to Arnold Schwartenegger.
I always say who is the man, and then some of my girl friends (no, I am not Mormon...just friends that are girls) ask me why I always have "the man" but never "the woman".
I am not really jealous about my married friends, but yes it would be incredibly awesome and fulfilling to find that perfect woman. I feel like a slacker.
I stayed up until 4:30 for now reason last night. Then I had to get up at 7:30 and be at work at 8:00. Suck suck suck suck suck.
Each day you should get up and write down the things you want to accomplish during the day. Item one should always be "Make a list of things to do today." I completely agree with you about the people who could never kill anyone else. I think they lack passion and that's what's holding them back. No reason to really get into a fight. It is an uneducated way of solving a problem. Shows a lack of intellect. (I actually wasn't quite sure how to spell intellect for some reason and didn't want to be ironic.) I think that I will be the best man in a wedding, but only because it will be my brothers wedding. Blame your parents for not getting you a brother or sticking you with just one sister. Also blame Vicky for being a girl. Job hunting sucks especially when unsure of what you want to do. You really can't get geared up and excited for a job you aren't sure you want. Best bet is to find a job that you would be passionate about. Overall enjoyed the list and am looking forward to hanging out with you.
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